You and Me!🦋

It was just 

You and me; 

Sitting on the bed, 

Half-naked. 

We were drinking 

Cheap wine 

And eating cold pizza. 

We were nothing but 

Two fuck-ups 

Who loved fucking 

And fucking each other up. 

We couldn’t help but laugh. 

Caught between rounds, 

We were too lazy 

For anything else 

Other than more sex, 

And so, 

We lie down, 

Play dead. 

Undies on the floor, 

Hearts at the door. 

We both felt like 

We desired more, 

But we had never really reached 

Anything past this stage before. 

We are creatures of convenience; 

sexual deviants 

Who are always; 

Just one "2AM text" away, 

But were never really 

The type to stay. 

It's either that 

Or we just don't say, 

You were never a fan 

Of honesty at 3AM. 

For once, 

I want to cuddle 

And be tender. 

But I'm afraid 

That if I stopped; 

Being rough enough, 

You would call up another. 

Box of condoms on your drawer; 

It reminds me that 

I'm just another number. 

There was a time when; 

We were, 

Still a mystery to each other. 

Do you remember? 

We were supposed 

to be the answers 

to each other's prayers. 

But that was from way before, 

way before we became 

each other's nightmares.